Musings From The Wild

{Livestream} The Energetics of Effort vs Engagement

Sometimes we feel a calling, a THUNDERING, of soul. Sometimes we even listen… I used to do a fuck ton of livestreams back in the day. I am a firm believer that creative expression {and creation energy in and of itself} moves in phases.

July 6, 2022

The Most Sacred And Primal AF Thing I’ve Ever Offered Is Here {Awww Shit}

You’re not speaking to what you know. Because you think it’s so commonplace, that it’s not worth mentioning. Because you’ve encoded that it’s too “out there” and your peeps won’t get it {or you}. Because what-the-fuck-ever. But you know what happens when you don’t say what needs to be said?

July 5, 2022

But Are You Pouring Into You?

Every day, every moment, we are pouring into something. It can either be our seeming past, our trauma residue, our upbringing and conditioned beliefs… Or it can be our now.

July 2, 2022

{Practice} An Inevitability Of Entropy And Form + Free Breathwork Practice

Pre-S: I made you something. It’s free, short, and potent AF. It’s called Percussive Fire and I made it for a time such as this. To clean and clear. To dissolve and liberate. To remember.

June 26, 2022

I Don’t Know WTF To Do. How ‘bout You?

June 24, 2022

And What Is It That You WANT?

Like, for real son. What the fuck do you WANT? Not what they told you to want. Not what you think you can get away with or get by on. I’m talking the wanting of SOUL. The shit you couldn’t escape from even if you tried. {And Lord knows… you’ve TRIED.}

June 23, 2022

{Watch} A Decision Point Of Soul

Holy shit!! Who just dropped an actual and factual video on the YouTubes?!!! This goddess right the fuck herrrreeeee, that’s who. Ok, factual? Well… factual on a SOUL level, absolutely! And most CERTAINLY entertaining, as well as a transmission that will light a solstice fire under your gorgeous ass.

June 22, 2022

When The Same Ole Shit Is Actually THE Shit

I know you. You’ve been sitting around, stopping yourself from saying what needs to be said. Again. Not because you don’t believe in it. Not because you don’t already know you are the conduit of the Most High {and the magic OF the Most High}. And certainly not because you don’t want it.

June 13, 2022

A Denial Of Self (+ Last Call For 50% Off!!)

You know what you want. Deep down. You KNOW what you WANT. Because when you get quiet enough… when you LET yourself get quiet enough… You hear the callings of soul. Free of all the reasons why you can’t, why you shouldn’t.

June 5, 2022

#SelfishAF is open!!! {50% off the Series, this week only} 🔥🔥🔥

It was always going to end here. The hiding, the proving, the mistrust. You were always going to come to the end of who you TRIED to be… And surrender into the truth of who.the.fuck.you.ARE. It could never have become anything else. Because you were never meant to BE anything else.

June 5, 2022

Waiting For The Time To Be “Right” To Say What Needs To Be Said

You know those moments {maybe THIS is such a moment} when you have so much you want to say. So much you need to say. So much that needs to be said through, for, and as you. But you just… don’t.

June 1, 2022

I’ve Got A Lot To Say.

And yet, at times… I’ve got nothing at all. The words flow and they don’t. The freedom howls and it’s quiet. The mourning thrums and then the joy reigns once more.

May 25, 2022

Last Chance To Join Us Live For Tomorrow's VIP Day (Regenerating The Wilds Beneath)!!!

Pre-S: Tomorrow we’re holding our first official VIP Day inside of Primal Provocateur™. This is gonna be fucking bananas. If you miss it live, you’ll be able to access the recording inside your client area… But you definitely wanna be there live. I’m sayin…

May 20, 2022

And What Happens When The Push Is No Longer Enough?

Yes yes, you can “get there” with the drive. And yes yes, you can “make” it happen. In fact, you KNOW you can. Because you’ve done it before.

May 18, 2022

{Livestream Today!} You’re Always Looking, But Are You Actually Seeing?

You’ve seen True Blood, right? Regardless, point being: The peoples get high off vampire blood, aka “V”. And when they do, they see all the things. The sky changes, the animals change, the sounds change.

May 17, 2022

Listlessness, Malaise, And A Return To Soul

I’m pretty sure I haven’t moved my body in like three years. Yeah yeah, sure sure. I’ve moved my body. But I haven’t MOVED my body. Like, even on the weeks I HAVE actually managed a run, I was besieged by allergic reactions and migraines and my subsequent stomach lining eating itself from migraine meds…

May 13, 2022

There Is No One “Right” Way {+ 1:1 Bonus With Me, TODAY Only!!!}

You hem and you haw. You stall out. Trying trying trying to FIGURE out the right way. The best way. The way that will get you the result you desire… And the way that will hurt the least.

May 11, 2022

Wanting To Be That Which You Already Are

Sometimes I want to be a writer. I wake up. And I want to be a writer. I go to bed. And I want to be a writer. And I THINK about writing. And I LAMENT about writing. And then… in moments that can only be described as creative dramatics of the highest novella degree… I remember.

May 10, 2022

Make Shit That Moves You

You can sit around, for a lifetime really. Waiting for inspiration. Waiting for art and people and life to inspire you… Or you can become a living evocation OF inspiration itself.

May 6, 2022

Take Me To Your River

Listening to Leon Bridges {obvi}. And it dropped me into the flow of it all. Into what our peeps want from us. What the magic craves for us. What soul beseeches of us. The wild, erotic, messiness of it all.

May 5, 2022