Wild One,

Have you ever been UNABLE to... feel your yoni?

I don't mean physically touch her.

I mean energetically FEEL her, to connect to her in such a way that you know what she is telling you and you have the capacity to ACT on that wisdom.

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Have you ever lost that ability?

I did, once upon a time.

It was brief in respect to a lifetime, but it felt like forever.

In reality, it was only a few years, but for someone who has always been super sensual and connected to her body... those years were hell on earth.

You know how, in movies, there's always this one moment where the heroine's {or villain's} life changes irrevocably and it's just so obvious that it's the turning point in the story?

Yeah. I didn't have that.

It was more a slow dying of my fire, like someone had taken water and just started sprinkling it over the flames until they died, and it was so subtle, I didn't even notice what was happening until it was all said and done.

I won't bore you with all the details, but suffice to say that during that time:

...I stayed way too long in a relationship... I doubted my vision and went back to work for the man {ok, corporate wellness, but definitely not my soul's work}... I gave away my power in bed for the first time ever... I let my book almost shrivel and die inside of me...

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It's painful to even write that, but it's true.

Maybe that's where you are now, or it's where you're slowing clawing your way out of in certain areas of your life...

Maybe you're already so sexually alive it's not even funny... but you can't open yourself to real intimacy, love, and vulnerability to save your life.

Or, perhaps, you have sacrificed your pleasure and connection at the altar of success for one decade too long and have no idea how to find your way back home to Her {your yoni}.

Regardless of where you are right now, know this:

Your creativity and impact are being affected in ways you can't even imagine... or maybe you can.

But until you have chosen to fully integrate with your Primal Self...

You will remain disconnected from the Orgasmic Waking Bliss that is waiting inside of you.

Primal Self Re-Integration™ begins where your inhibitions end.

...It is the answer and the question.

...It is trust beyond what we can see.

...And it is your way home.

I'd advise you revisit Lesson 4: The Art of Primal Self Re-Integration™ before we move onto the next part of the series.

Oh, and the pie I mentioned? It was blueberry.

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Back at the sleazy motel, Fabienne let's us know...

"Any time of the day is a good time for pie."

And to you I say:

Any time of your life is a good time to reawaken your Primal Self.

Don't wait for the perfect time.

Don't wait for it to be societally acceptable {you'll be waiting a long time}.

Don't hesitate for fear of what you might lose or who you might have to become.

Go deeper.

Touch the bones.

And live your FUCK YES FREQUENCY.

Now might just be the time to upgrade your Erotic Consciousness with me by going alllll the way down the rabbit hole with me here.

I'll see you tmrw, with a cryptic message from The Purple One, himself...

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As always...

Here's to your untaming,

Nikka "The Erotic Whisperer" Karli