You’ve been treating the magic as if it was something that you DO…

Instead of something that you ARE.

Read that again.

Let that shit marinate.

Run it back.

And then get to work.

And by work, we mean medicine.

And by medicine, we mean letting Spirit move.

And by letting Spirit move, we mean getting 👏🏽 out 👏🏽 the 👏🏽 way.

We THINK surrendering to God and being “broken in”, means being tamed.

We think it means domestication and subjugation.

But we are being broken IN.

Into soul.

Into God.

Into the Wilds.

We are being removed from anything and everything that was never going to be FOR us… but that we thought we needed in order to BE us.

A look back…

And so there we were… running around these here mean soul streets… running AWAY from the very thing we wanted most:

Ourselves.

Not the personhood.

Not the falsified identities we donned in order to belong, be safe, stay alive.

Nah.

I’m talking about OURSELVES.

Our true essence.

God being made manifest in physical form.

As us.

And so we ran from the truth.

And we chased down a requiem of a lie we almost, maybe, once upon a time almost believed.

And we studied the “how”.

As if it were our source.

As if the strategies and tactics and “right” methodology were our Source.

And we even kinda dropped in with it all.

We even sorta brought it into our bodies and our breath.

And we sometimes journaled it.

We sometimes sex magicked it into oblivion.

But yet and still…

There we were.

There we WERE.

Without any momentum.

Without any discernible shifting in the foundation of who we knew ourselves to be.

And we ran and we ran and we ran some more.

From who we are.

From what it’s always been about for us.

And we tried to dissect the feminine from the masculine.

We tried to make it about action vs inaction.

About God vs humanity.

About body vs mind.

And we told ourselves that once we understood…

If we could only UNDERSTAND…

It would all fall into place.

That WE would fall into place in our own lives.

That it would all finally make sense because we OURSELVES would finally make sense.

As to why we are here.

As to why HERE is where we ARE.

And of course of course, as to why it hasn’t “worked” before now.

And why WE never seemed to work before now.

But that’s just more encoding, you know?

Just another way for us to live into the illusion that we are separate from our own selves.

That our desires are merely {and disdainfully} human and not God speaking through us.

And so we sit.

We lie in wait for ourselves.

And we run some more.

And we doubt some more.

Until one day…

We give in.

We give UP what we thought needed to happen.

What we thought we needed to understand BEFORE our life could HAPPEN.

And we say yes.

To God.

To soul.

To the mystery being woven and dropped between our thighs.

We say yes to ourselves.

And we begin to experience the truth of our everything in ways we never before allowed or believed we could hold.

And look…

At some point, you’re gonna have to take it all off the {journal} page and out into the world.

And at SOME point, you’re gonna need to reconcile your relationship with action.

Because action is inevitable.

It’s a part of the spiral.

It’s a part of our humaning experience.

It’s a part OF the experiencing of ourselves as God in human, temporal form.

And the only problem with action?

It’s that you’ve become accustomed to using DOINGNESS as means to run from your innate BEINGNESS.

Meaning:

You’ve used the masculine as a way to cover up for the fact that you’ve doubted and mistrusted who and what you ARE.

You’ve mutated action into a salve that you’ve tried to convince yourself could protect you.

From the world?

Sure.

But really?

From yourself.

And so it’s exhausted you, this action.

Because it was born of a desire to heal wounds that were never meant to be healed in that way.

The wounds of the self and the soul are healed with the deciding that you are now, and have always been, whole.

You are not separate.

You are not tainted.

You do not need to be anything other than that which you ARE, as God in physical form.

And if action then became something that was born of the truth of you… rather than the unhealed, misbelieving parts of you…

What would you become?

What would become through, for, and as you?

And, within that…

What would your next step be today?

As always…

Here’s to your untaming,

N

P.S.:

Decision Point is in full swing and it is sooooo damn good!!

These are the last few days to get the super secret BONUS intensive going down in July.

I’m about to drop our next Ancient Activation {week 2’s is a MUST LISTEN}, and it’s gonna be fiyahhhhh!! 🔥

Our next live practice and teaching transmission is happening tomorrow {Thursday, May 4th}, so hop in stat and you’ll be able to join us and receive weekly activation and soul guidance from Yours Erotic.

Oh!

And this is the last Open Access offering in which you’ll get to work with me ongoing for quite some time.

So come rock with us now.

Because you do NOT want to miss this one!!

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