If you’ve ever felt like you couldn’t share the medicine born to your soul because the world is burning…

I made you something.

This was intended as a quickie, but it became a full on transmission {19 min}.

And it’s perhaps a bit… controversial? Weird? Exactly what needs to be said?

{Oooooppppp!!!!}

But, it speaks to some of the ways that we, especially melanated medicine kin, can often contribute to our own oppression by silencing ourselves and one another.

With the best intentions, of course.

But, with the most painful results.

Because, make no mistake, if you are not living into the medicine and magic gifted to you…

If you are not living soul wide open throughout your lifetime…

That shit is painful AF.

And it affects our capacity to impact and heal.

Which just sucks, you know?

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Yesterday, I recorded a MAJOR module inside of Handled.

And holy shitballs Batman, did the transmission around invoking and evoking our medicine come THROUGH.

And then today, I was called to speak to another layer of it.

So, if you have big medicine born to your soul…

And if you’ve been allowing the atrocities of the times to contribute to the silencing and postponing of the message you know beyond knowing is yours for the now…

This is for you.

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I love you.

As always…

Here’s to your untaming,

N

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P.S.:

The planning of this memorial service and the insane level of exhaustion I’ve had for quite a while are bringing up some seriously deep reverence and inquiry around how often we wait “until”.

Until things calm down.

Until the world calms down.

Until we feel free.

But the magic is ours for the invoking, right here and right now.

God/Creator is ours for the invoking, right here and right now.

Without diminishing the current horrors and necessary systemic dismantling in any way.

Rather, instead, enhancing the collective’s uprising and call to arms of the times.

And we get to choose… this moment and all moments… to say yes.

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P.P.S.:

I re-opened some of my dopest initiations and courses, alongside some brand new pricing on Erotic Abolitionism™: Foundations and Handled.

More about all the magic behind the scenes around that soon.

But for now, you can grab all the things here.

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