You know that feeling when the magic is stirring, but you can't quite see what it is just yet?

You can feel it in your bones.

You can drink it down on the back of your tongue.

But... the full "seeing" of it just hasn't landed.

That's where I've been with my brand new, dope af membership, Mystic Eros: The Lab.

Well, not with the membership itself.

Rather, with the opening of the membership.

And, even more specifically, with the way I wanted to welcome Founding Members into the membership.

When I was a little kid, there were these honeysuckle bushes near our apartment.

And I used to go there all the time.

(I even "ran away" with a stick and bandana full-on cartoon style and sat under the honeysuckle until dinner time. And yes, my mom knew where I was. I only thought I was in stealth mode and she let me think it. 😭)

(Don't ask me what was in the bandana. I have no idea.)

(Or maybe I do...)

Anyway!!!

This honeysuckle gave me a feeling, one that has been the foundation of who I am in this world.

A feeling of belonging and home.

A feeling that, for so many of us Soul Refugee types, has been few and far between when it comes to relating to the people and world around us.

But, one that feels like truth whenever we remember how to drop back into the world WITHIN us.

It's a feeling I've chased like a drug for my whole life.

Even though I feel it pretty much every day now.

It's still something that howls my name.

And it's because I haven't been sharing it.

Not really.

Not at the level I know I've been called here to speak over the world.

Not at the depth of connection and primality I've been whispered into form to be the evocation of in this lifetime.

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Maybe you have something like this howling.

Scratch that.

You're here.

With me.

I KNOW you have something.

And, I'm pretty fucking sure you know it, too.

But...

Have you been living it?

Have you been living in devotional ecstasy and primordial remembrance as it?

Sometimes yes and sometimes no?

Well, maybe, just maybe, it's time for us all to live into the medicine of our souls to the fullest.

Now and always.

No more feast or famine with our creativity and art.

This is the moment of submersion into the Wilds once more.

Which is where this idea that's been beckoning to me in the night comes in.

Because it's an invitation into The Deep.

With me.

For the next year and beyond.

If you're ready.

If you're called.

If you dare.

Last month, I "soft launched" the opening for The Lab, my brand new rewilding membership for the ones who once were wild... and will be again.

And we have a few insanely dope souls who've already joined.

But, now it's time to truly open the gates.

And the idea I mentioned at the beginning of this here missive?

It came through fully this week.

A thing I feel kinda off my rocker for even thinking about offering.

But... when soul calls, I listen.

So, here we are.

And here it is.

The thing...

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A free monthly 1:1 Catalyst Coaching DM convo with Yours Erotic (aka: me!) for Founding Members of The Lab. 😮‍💨🙌🏽🪶

(I legit can't believe I'm writing this. Haaaa!!!)

Where you'll be able to send me one private DM every month (inside our Nīk Nation community).

About the most pressing question or stuck point you're experiencing.

Until the end of 2025.

Which, as long as you join this month, gives you one full year of free private coaching with me.

Fucking insane.

(Obviously, this is only good for as long as you remain an active Founding Member this year. If you cancel and come back, you would no longer have access to Founding Member bonuses.)

And also... 🤤🍯🤩

This will only be open to maybe the first 100 Founding Members.

We'll see.

Limited, for sure.

Because, energy.

And... holy hell, Batman...

Because I want to have our own little Cheers community over here (aka: you wanna go where everybody knows your name... aka: we're building deep community and belonging and home over here)...

The 1st 30 Founding Members who enroll will ALSO receive a free 20 min 1:1 call with me.

To drop into why you are here and why this is your time to stay all in on your everything.

For context, I very rarely offer one off private sessions and when I do, they are over $1k.

So, this is a one time offer and extremely limited.

Because, again, energy.

So, if you feel like this is your time and that I just might be your huckleberry...

Join us now.

You'll already find over 30 daily audio transmissions inside The Lab, as well as a full library of primal programs and intensives to guide you in all your glorious af magic.

And we're about to hold a live winter immersion this month, so it's a perfect time to claim your spot.

I'll see you on the inside, Love.

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As always...

Here's to your untaming,

N

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P.S.:

I've finally reopened my free Nīk Nation community!

We're in a new home over on Mighty Networks.

It's where you can find all my free programs, rituals, and resources.

As well as where I'll be holding any free community livestreams, events, etc.

It's also where you'll find paid community spaces for The Lab.

You can sign up here.